Carry me home

Belated Merry Christmas!

2011-12-26T15:47:00.000+08:00

Oh hi! Merry Christmas everyone! Well,i spent the night with 2 of the favourite mates over at town. Did practically nothing but just gossiping at Swensens. Then decided to watch 'Sherlock Holmes' as we didnt have any plans. Yup that was about how i spent my 21st Christmas. Hope everyone enjoyed theirs! Cheers!

Sun and Moon

2011-12-18T18:15:00.000+08:00

It's a rainy Sunday afternoon and here i am sitting infront of my com doing nothing. Feeling a little sick but still not bad enough to make me wanna die. Anyway life's been pretty much better now and i like how things are going. Time for a cigg kiss, bye!

Dr Martens

2011-12-14T18:18:00.001+08:00

Oh hi there! Feeling very happy now because I just bought my first pair of Drmarts yesterday and im pretty satisfied. Been eyeing on it since forever and i finally got it. heheheehe. Anyway Christmas's coming and i wonder what's install for us..?

Drop dead

2011-12-11T07:40:00.002+08:00

Oh hi! It's 7.30 in the morning and i cant get to sleep. Everyone's asleep and nobody's talking to me. I hate it that i'm left alone. This irregular sleeping habit have had to go. Nonetheless , i've been spending quality time with the mates and i'm pretty satisfied. Can't wait to see everyone again.
On a lighter note, i missed the feeling of getting inked.. oh well..

All the best.

2011-12-02T11:20:00.001+08:00

Hello hello. I doubt anyone stilll visit this space but fuck this shit. I just feel like writting down everything that'll all be left behind.

We were once strangers, we were once friends, we were once lovers but now we're nothing. All these memories will be etched at the back of my head. I haven't been the best boyfriend, i haven't been the greatest boyfriend but all i know is back then i loved you.

We walked a long way here and i guess it's time we live our own life.
I've never been good enough and i'll never be good enough.
I'm sorry that i can't be the one that'll give you that happiness you seek.

Thank you for loving me, thank you for giving up so much things for me, thank you for showing me the world, thank you for showing me how much i meant to you, thank you for every single little things you do, thank you for fighting for me. thank you for always being here, thank you for everything.

Now that you've found someone that you're really happy with, I sincerely wish you all the best to you and him.
Thank you Chant & goodbye.

Oliver Sykes

2011-05-31T12:53:00.000+08:00

Now i'm really bored at home, just smoking my whole afternoon away. Anyway, did i mention that Oliver Sykes is one of the reason that i love tattoos? He is really hot even though he has tattoos all over his body.. Now that i feel that my arms are rather clean.. probably doing it in July/August? Oh well.. I'm feeling hungry right now. Should i order macs? Anyway time to smoke again bye!

Kaya Scodelario

2011-05-02T15:47:00.000+08:00

A fan of Kaya Scodelario, thanks to Skins. She's so flawless, so untouchable and she's only 19 this year. I would love to personally meet her but i doubt it'll ever happen. Oh well, guess the only place i'll ever see her is either on tv or in my dreams. Till then!

We hit turbulence

2011-04-12T04:05:00.000+08:00

Final week before school starts for me. Quite sad that i've another sem while the rest have already graduated. Oh well, blame myself for not focusing. These few weeks have been spending way too much money but thank God for budget 2011, free money coming in. So looking forward to 1st May! On a random note, i've got feel for tattoo! Should I ?

2011-04-07T13:56:00.000+08:00

Yet another crazy night with the crew. I hate drinking session but that's what it takes to get high. One of the worst hangover i have till now, and my head's still throbbing. Peace out.

love, sex & tattoos.

2011-03-26T20:25:00.000+08:00

Feeling kinda bored right now and gonna post a random short post! Recently haven't been sleeping much and i don't know what's happening to my body clock. Anyway, gonna drink up tonight. So cheers whoever's gonna club tonight. Enjoy!

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2011-03-24T05:49:00.000+08:00

I think i seriously need someone to wake me up from my dreams. I think i need counselling, i need almost everything that can help me right now. I think i need a psychiatrist. I think i need so many things. Sigh, goodnight you.

Water & Bridges

2011-03-17T09:11:00.000+08:00

Company of alcohol, cigarettes& all the beloved ones. The nights where we won't even remember what we say or do. Still could taste alcohol at the back of my tongue.. and just can't get to sleep due to a minor headache. I think i probably won't be sleeping for the rest of the day already.. Gonna go SIM with Ranald and a few others to get their school thing done. Time for a cigarette kiss. <3

A vicious cycle

2011-03-09T07:44:00.000+08:00

A big happy birthday to Marcus who just turned 19 just 6 hours ago. Had a mini celebration over @ 313's Marche. Then a short catch up with a few of them over at Cascaden accompanied with jugs of beer. After which headed over to Holland V visited Zhengyong before he ended work. Lastly ending my day talking to my momma about what to do with life right now.

It's currently 7:45am right now, and im still wide awake. Playing Dota with Darryl to kill time. Shall sleep by 10 so i'll probably wake up in the evening/night. Sounds like a plan.. but wait how to sleep with a empty stomach.... Macdonalds meh? ):

As the rush comes

2011-03-08T02:29:00.000+08:00

Woke up this afternoon mind filled with lots of thoughts. Can't decide which one to choose or leave out and it just gets heavier and heavier. Supposed to go visit ZY over @ his workplace at hv, but couldnt get through his phone, end up went to find Ranald instead. Skyping with Jiewei right now while he is doing his things and im just stoning..

Feeling rather fat now cause i keep eat & sleep, eat & sleep.. this cannot happen really, so gonna work out tomorrow! Time for smokeeeeeeeee. Till then people!

We'll be alright.

2011-03-07T08:08:00.000+08:00

Hi world! Goodmorning well actually still not really ready for bed yet cause im not tired yet! Life as it is, contradicting and karmaful. Guess that's what hitting me right now. Oh boy.. anyway gonna feast macdonald's breakfast right this moment and share it with momma. Till then people.

2011-03-03T03:04:00.000+08:00

A short post just before i hit the sacks. I realise how life's been changing so rapidly, evolving and any other words you could use to describe changes. Perhaps it was just me too caught up with what i have. And when i paced down, quieten my heart down, I did a self reflection. Maybe it was just taken things for granted, maybe it's just me feeling this way. I guess that's the time where we needed to be on our own, where we grow through another stage of our life cycle.

Nonetheless, ive been meeting up with my weird bestie @ranaldd, who have been quite a great company and i really appreciate it. He's a planner, a really good one. Love it especially he get so fed up with his sir/senior/camp mate, he would definitely complain to me even when i'm having class. Oh well, that's ranald for you!

2 more papers before exam's are over. Can't wait to party and everything else.. By the way, readers out there do tag and say hi cause i feel as if im talking to myself. (Lol @ myself ) okay, time for my smoke. Goodnight!

2011-02-28T04:49:00.000+08:00

I know this space is as good as dead. Just a sudden urge to write something here.. A really rough time in 2010 and i bet 2011 aint gonna be easy either. Gonna turn fuckin' 21 this year but still i'm still schooling. Fml. Wasting another half sem in school due to repeated modules.. oh wait gotta pray hard that i pass my exams now though, if not it's straight to army instead..

Love life's never easy, and never was.. cant really express this whole thing but i guess it'll slowly fade away.. Goodnight.

Don't stop, make it pop

2010-12-05T17:38:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone. It's been awhile since i last posted with pictures with the rest. Anyway, on wednesday which was like days ago, we went to this food restaurant called 'Around De World'. It's located at Bugis, near the steamboat that stretch of road.. The food there wasn't that awesome but the price were okay though.

Oh well anyway, the year's coming to an end already and it's christmas soon! Plan penthouse but i think it's gonna fail though :/ Just hope it'll be a great christmas this year! ^^And oh a few days more till Chantelle's back!! Till then, bye!

Until the day i die

2010-11-28T03:34:00.000+08:00

Shout out to Chantelle Quek whom i assume should be halfway through the journey to L.A. We miss you very much already! It was just yesterday morning that we just sent you to the airport and now you're already reaching destination already! Do take care of yourself okayy!! Call us sooonnnn! <3 <3 <3 goodnight!

Obsession

2010-11-04T02:41:00.000+08:00

If i have the chance..

Anyway, sorry this space has been such a bore to all of you but i will update more frequently! As usual school's being a bitch. Repeated 3 fucking modules and that's an extra sem for me. Money issue's rather stable now that i get to help my aunt work to pay off for my usual expenses, especially ciggs. Sleep has always been a problem to me and i've always hated my own body clock. Sigh, when will everything be good again?

too many things, too little time.

2010-10-24T22:26:00.000+08:00

Celebrated my 20th just yesterday with all the favourites, hope everyone enjoyed themselves. Just a little bored staying in at home on the official date which is today. I want to find this word to describe how i'm feeling but can't seem to find any.. Goodnight.

2010-09-28T02:27:00.000+08:00

Hi guys! I'm back from our short trip to Genting! Though it's just 3days2nights, i guess it's enough to carve down memories into all our heads. Ciggarettes&Starbucks was our 2nd lover there, and not to forget the constant cold weather there which Singapore doesnt have. Frankly speaking kinda dread the life back here in Singapore but oh well.. Shall update/upload more pictures soon. Goodnight all the favourite people. ^^

and to you, have a good night's rest we shall meeyah tomorrow!

2010-09-22T03:56:00.000+08:00

Ohai, sorry for the fucking slow updates. Life's been pretty hectic, maybe particular at times but well, we can't deny the fact that there's always things which will prolly spice up everything again. Here's my favourite happy pill and not to forget the whole bunch of pp kids.

Right now, feeling quite hyped up for Genting which is in less than 24 hours? Got to start packing later in the evening and then hopefully staying over at somebody's house before heading over to golden mile. Time to sleeep nowwwwwww, sweetdreams everyone!

2010-09-08T11:03:00.000+08:00

Recently the weather's been really good in the morning, which is good but then it makes people more sleepy though. Sorry for the always lack of updates. ): Anyway, had my 2 major papers on Monday and Tuesday, and the last one falls on Thursday which is tomorrow and i've yet to start on it. Though exams gonna be over, my upcoming holidays is gonna be burn by fucking final year project.. ):Sighhhh, anyway the whole bunch of us had our brows zhng-ed by KansieLoo. We're gonna go Gentingggggggggg, can't wait to have fun with everyone else there. hehehe pictures nowwwwwww!

2010-08-23T17:58:00.000+08:00

Sorry for the lack of updates. I've been spending the past 2 weeks at its fullest. Continuous late night madness @ parkway, mahjong marathon at different location.. One thing i felt most bad about was that we missed Kelly's performance. ): Sorrry! Anyway, the yog holidays are gonna be over soon and before we know, it's time for our major exam. I hate school but what to do have to finish this fucking education path. I think i need constant push and motivation so i could focus and concentrate.. Pleaseeeee devil don't tempt me. ): Last but not least, i'm really contented with what i have noww. Time to gameeeeeee and DjBlend it. Bye!

2010-08-03T07:49:00.000+08:00

Hi world! Sorry for slow updates! Anyway, have been catching quite a number of movies recently, but still anticipating for 'Salt' which will come out on Thursday. Hmmm, everyone seems to be falling sick, i'm not excluded though. Frustrated with the temperamental weather. Another factor is the inconsistency of sleeping hours which will also probably lead to high tendency of falling sick etc. My cough has been a bitch, and have been causing me appetite problems. And my stomach seems to be rejecting food that i took or even consumption of water. Everything just gets vomitted out. Say real one, i think i've become rather aneroxic, but i don't think is those extreme kind.

Anyway, it's already August and we planned to go Genting by the end of this month. Can't wait to get out of Singapore, short getaway with everyone else. So everyone please confirm asap if not later plan fail i sure tio kan by Chantelle Quek. Really can't wait to get away from this small miserable island..

And oh, the other day at Suntec. My sissy's 14th birthday. Happy birthday little love.

On a lighter note, cant wait to have my next ink!

2010-07-22T03:20:00.000+08:00

Ohai!! Been lacking of updatesss due to the absence of being at home. Not much of a unusual to be missing in the cyber world. Town sit at 'tiang' smoke our life away, walking around aimlessly, l4ding with the ka kis and yada yada. Not to forget our hot favourite mahjong. But now lesser fun night out due to work as some of them are now working @ The Loof just right above supper club!! Oh well, school's a bitch because it's pissing me off. At this ratee of low attendance, i think it'z over sia. Confirm going to retake another sem!!

Anyway, watching Craziest tomorrow with the whole bunch of them. Please let the show be awesome if not !@#!%.. Hitting the sack soon after this round of dota with Chantelle and Ranald. Got to go, goodnight!

2010-07-06T02:45:00.000+08:00

Hi world! Sorry for the lack of updates once again.. Oh well, it's the same old me but with a new environment i guess? Fading from what i used to have and am contented with what i have now. I guessed it's just part and parcel of life.

Anyway, did not really attend school the whole of last week denying the fact that final year proj's due date is drawing close.. I feel a lack of responsibility within myself now.. Please someone stng some motivation way or means to wake me up, and constantly remind me to study.. I certainly feel the need to have another half sem just to retake my going-to-fail module. This is no good really, i really really should buck up from now on because time doesnt wait for us. It just slips by so fast that we didn't even have the chance to say goodbye to the one's we loved, and with that i'll end here. It'll be a long tuesday i suppose? Goodnight mates, goodnight you!

2010-06-22T22:45:00.000+08:00

Sorry for lack of updates! Not having much of inspirationz to blog ): Anyway, holiday life has been rather dull as usual. Zombie mode around town smoking outside cine, movies club mahjong l4d?? To add on, this period of time my cash flow isnt going very well. Still in debt with so many debtors out there. Let's hope i'll strike toto veryvery soon. Time for a smoke now. Cheers people!

2010-06-11T03:52:00.000+08:00

Common test over and out! Time to fry and fly for 2 weeks before next sem kicks in. Dread that fuckin' exam. And i guess i screwed up the whole of my papers. Seriously, no interest in studying, this is bad. Just afaid that i'll have to retake another module if i fail and then i'll be wasting another half a year of my life in poly. Anyway, cheers people! Enjoy your hols! Shall update pictures once i get from Chantelle! Bye!

2010-06-01T16:54:00.000+08:00

It's over guys. Cannot see the difference here but still.. I feel much lighter now!

2010-05-27T02:23:00.000+08:00

Hi world! Mum&Dad's finally back from Hongkong! Just got home and big thanks to uncle who fetched us back. Anyway, i can't sleep with my hair so wetttt. Prolly stick around and surf the net till 3 before i hit the sack. Awww man, it's gonna be a tired day tmr. Goodnight folks!

Anyway, sneak preview of dad and mum. Dad's a joker really, shall upload more tmr.

2010-05-24T13:21:00.000+08:00

It's the smile&laughter that keeps me going. Life's never gonna be the same again, so just look forward and never turn back. Life's too short to be brooding over things that make you sad. So stay happy people. School for another 4 hours before it's back home for some shitty assignment. Back to work, bye!

2010-05-19T18:46:00.001+08:00

Colin/Jaydy boy intro-ed this song to me. (Y) Likes.

2010-05-17T08:44:00.000+08:00

Me and my mates for fyp. Bunch of jokers too. Let's do well for our proj together! Cheers! :D

2010-05-17T00:54:00.000+08:00

Sorry for the lackz of updates. Time flies and so many thingz happened..Well, what will be eventually will be.. Anyway, haven't been sleeping much lately due to mahjong but still.. mahjong is the sexx but then i think my luck like a dog really. Don't want to talk about it. Fuck my pair of vanz is currently in no condition to be worn anymore ): guess i'll have to buy another one tmr with Jayden. Picture with chant yesterday over @ the airport. Nothing better to do..

I think i need a haircut real soon.. everytime i go toilet and i'm infront of the mirror, people hesitate to come in and double confirm the gent's sign outside because they thought that i am a girl.. Abit lame but aiyaaaaaaa who the fuck cares.. Time to sleep, there's still school tmr at 8 and it's important. Goodnight all!

2010-04-26T22:55:00.000+08:00

Hi world! Haven been updating lately because i've got no inspiration to write. ): Anyway the weather recently like a shiok (Y).But still.. had an upset stomach early in the morning, where got keep lao sai 1. Lesson at 1pm with shag mode#3 in class. Keep falling asleep and lecturer knowing that i lao sai alot ask me to eat papaya. How sweet is he? Anyway, sleep deprived these few days but oh well.. surely is lun one. What is sleep? Fucking long never game already, but wtf is garena keep having error. Gonna fuck the error soon really, irritating dog. ):

and i've been smoking damn heavy these few days. I think like a 1 pack 1 day basis going on over here. Fuckin no good, but oh welll we'll all die sooner or later? Time to fix garena now. Bye!

2010-04-18T21:42:00.000+08:00

Alohaaaaa! Finally the holidays have come to an end. I guessed it'll be a stop to our late night outing, l4d, prawning, road trip overnight mahjonging etc etc. I'm sure everyone haven had enough fun yet isn't it? Anyway, a happy belated wish to Keong. Sorry our plan to USS fail, and we didnt do anything special. ): oh well, i hope you enjoyed your day yst!

Le sigh, it's school again tmrrrrr and i hate it. ): though it'll be meeeting all the friends again but i hate the study part. Oh well, we'll eventually have to buck on our last year before we graduate. Dread school dread school dread schoool. Gonna go have my puff sooon,so let's just enjoy our last night before school starts! Bye!

2010-04-13T23:18:00.000+08:00

Hi world! It's finally rain-ed just this evening and it's feeling so cooling now. As xiangwei said the rain saved us liao. Abit joke phrase but quite true i would say. The sun haven't been showing mercy this few days and so i thought it's about time it should start raining! Anyway, i just got back from mahjong session over @ chant's house with keong and 2 more friends.

Hmmm, today i woke up in tears and i can't deny that it's the same old thing that has been haunting me all these while. You could imagine how one could get crazy over dreams but eventually it changes zero of our reality. Oh well, sucks to be me eh? And oh did i mention that i had 3 dayz in a row of mega mcspicy. I think sooner or later i'm gonna die of too heaty food? Hmmm, time to have a healthy diet.. Cheerz people, goodnight!

2010-04-12T11:58:00.000+08:00

Hi guys, as promised imma post the pictures on our sentosa tripz.

It's fun how we get ourselves covered in sand and all. I missed having all the boys gathered down over at sentosa and we'll do boyz game like soccer,volleyball,rugby. Oh well, those are the past which will be memories inside each and everyone of us.

Well, these few days i felt really lonely.. But i guess it's just times that i'll have to bear with and hopefully this feeling of mine will eventually fade away. I just need more time and more time. Give it a break will you, darren? Sigh, time to smoke. Bye!

2010-04-08T09:04:00.000+08:00

Hi guys! Sorry for the lack of updates! This space without pictures might bore you to death, i know. But wait till i receive pictures from Chant then i'll post up okay! Anyway, yesterday sentosa with the gaylords to celebrate Xiangwei's birthday. We only managed to go in the afternoon and the weather wasn't that bad. Vivo for dinner before we headed down to homeground for l4d. Before that was having some small issues with Chant comparing about mahjong and l4d, hmm? Peace yo.

And fuck, my neck's aching right now thanks to myself acting smart and tried carrying Keong on my shoulders. Now it feels as if there's a weight on them.. scary leh like that. Hmm, hope it gets better asap. Another thing is that my face's growingz pimples, no good guys. ); i think prolly it's the lack of sleep and weird body clock causing all of it. I guess i'll have to sleep early from now on. Shall hibernate at home and hide from everyone until it gets better.

By the way, happy birthday Xiangwei! Hoped you'll have a blessed years ahead of you! Stay happy go lucky! Minus abit of your stubborness okeh! Love you bro! <3

2010-03-30T22:49:00.000+08:00

Hi world. It's been awhile since i havez nonsensical wordy post. Maybe i should write something more today. Come to think of it, my life ain't as hard as i thought. Perhaps it's the way i look at things and do things and see things in a total different way from people.

Well look, i'm always stuck with the same old shit and it's totally slowing me down from proceeding on into another phase of my life. Maybe some people can handle it, well sadly i'm catagorized under those who can't. And eventually it'll lead me to being an emo kid. I'm cool really.

Well you see, i can smile like a fuckien ugly dog. And yessa, not to forget that i still have my lovely dovey people around me, especially him on the above. 'I'll be there for you' Febian, this 5 words i swear to you. So you better be there for me too HAHAHHA! Can we like go on a speedy road trip soon and like smoke until we die? Let's changi airport again okay?

Anyway, to all the couples out there, you have my blessings! Cheers guys! Bye!

2010-03-29T03:12:00.000+08:00

I think i need to get away from all the things here, i wanna fly to a far far away place and never come back. I want to brain wash myself. I want to be free from all these. I want to be happy. I want to start my life all over again..

2010-03-28T08:45:00.001+08:00

Sometimes in life the things you wanted most, is not the things that you'll ever get. No good guys. Anyway, good morning people. It's a brand new day, and i shall have my nico buddz in 3 mins time.

2010-03-26T18:41:00.000+08:00

It's a every Friday thingy. Let's get drunk tonight mates. Cheers!

2010-03-23T01:45:00.000+08:00

I don't have to be the limelight, i don't have to be special.. i just want to be that ordinary guy walking down that road with my group of fellow buddies. I don't want my mind to be filled with so many unnecessary thoughts inside my head. I want to be normal and i want to think like 1. Why do all those mothafuckien thoughts keep harassing me. Sigh, what is it that i can give that people will expect? I never fail to disappoint them. Seems like i'm far from reaching my ideal destination. So what do i do now?

Feeling a little hungry right now, but i don't wanna noodlez again. Macdonalds anybody? :D

2010-03-22T01:35:00.000+08:00

Hi guys, just got back from a round of l4d with the buddies. Before that we sent Seetho off over at Changi Airport. His gonna go Germany for fuckien 5 months. ): we're so gonna miss out those with him and all. Oh boy, the atmosphere when he was parting was heart wrenching man. The part where we had our last hug was so.. ): the feeling i think want to cry already but must hold back if not like a gay. HAH! Anyway, i hope he'll be fine there!

Sigh, can't seem to change myself to what i need to be right now.. I think i need a time off from this world. Bye guys, imma go game.

2010-03-21T03:55:00.000+08:00

on a random note, this is my dream girl! She's fuckin' pretty! xoxo

2010-03-17T22:39:00.000+08:00

Hi guys, stay home wednesday night isn't fun! Oh well.. Anyway, pretty envious that people are starting to work and all, but here i am not hired because the company didn't want me but Chant got the job instead. Now i'm placing hope on the job @ bird park. Joey will be asking for me though. Pray hard that i'll get the job if not..

I realise i'm quite a weird person, but what the fuck guys.. this makes me whole. Sometimes i want this, sometimes i want that. I need to be decisive of what i want to do, lay down my firm decision and commit to it. Just a little more time, a little more..

Right now, i'm missing the two kids as well as Miss tan. Hope she'll enjoy herself later. Time for a smoke break guys, bye!

2010-03-15T02:16:00.000+08:00

Better off this way.

How many times in 1 week you feel like a bitch? How many times within a day you feel like quitting life? How many fucking times you feel like just packing your clothes and leave the house for good? Actually i don't have such thoughts at all. HAHAH okay just joking not funny. Anyway, life's damn fragile and bitchy at times but wait if it's not this way, then what's ups and down guys? Febian and Keong starting their work tmr.. then subsequently Joey&Xiangwei with their internship, Bob&Yuanxing prolly be working too. Darlie(Da'er's his new nick) also will be busy with army things? Then here i am still deciding what job i want, abit doggeh guys, but imma call-up interview tmr! Hopefully there will be job available! :D

Oh well, i guess it's better off this way eh? Byeeeeeee!

2010-03-12T05:09:00.000+08:00

What'z up guys! Awake at such a doggeh hour is so wrong! wtf is wake up at 5 oclock in the morning guys? ): Now i can't get back to sleep already.. Anyway, phuture was semi-sex last night with Febian,Darlie,Joey&Xiangwei. Was suppose to ph, but ended up phuture. Dog move thanks to Febian ahahahhaah! No la, love you la okay! 1 for all, all for 1! Drinking session before crub was awesome! I think like 70 % drunk? Saw Sam before going in phuture. Oh boy, hit the spot babehhhhhhh. :/ After which, i saw her again in the club. GG guys? Okay in the end, we danced. Doggeh move guys, it's not over?

Imagine we went PH, i wouldn't have saw Sam there. We wouldn't have ended up as before again. But i guess, it all lies to fate babyz. Gonna go game alone now, bye guys!

2010-03-09T18:59:00.000+08:00

Sick and tired.

How many times is it gonna haunt me down, screw me upside down, affecting my thoughts, eventually bringing me down? How many fucking times do this have to repeat before i'm considered on the safe side? I'm always causing so much fucking problems to people around, and yes, i did it again. Perhaps we can't be lovers, we'll eventually be best of friends eh? I'm sure you're gonna find someone better than i am. Shall immerse myself in intense gaming to stop thinking about anything that's possible to make me feel doggay, Bye.

2010-03-08T22:13:00.000+08:00

Hi! Just woke up from a afternoon nap and the feel to blog like a high. Bloody clock really changingz already, ho seh bo? Anyway, boring day at home. Keong&Chant's up on the gambling cruize again, Febian's sick(get well soon) and the rest are having much of their own activities i suppose? But like that good sia, i only took 2 stix today. Like a save stick to smoke for tmr!

These 2 days, have been home looking through the net desperately to find swee swee tattooz but like a lil over? But oh well, what is over guys? I think want to do just do all the way liao. Chant let's go do it soon! Time to game now, bye!

2010-03-07T03:18:00.000+08:00

Hello worldddddd! Was over at Chant's place last night with Keong,Darlie and Febian. And we mahjong-ed throughout the whole night till 12 noon, non-stop. Afterwhich was beach road prawn mee intro by Chant, and no doubt it was awesome! Not bad especially the NGOR HIANG( CHANT ? ) Anyway, the most crazy idea was we decided to go play mj again back at her place. Wtf guys? But in the end, we washed up and rest instead. Woke up by the fuckien cold air-con plus the fact that i have no blanket. Dog move guys, a lil antartica feel only. Mahjong session again while Keong went to buy kfc for us. Fuck mahjong guys, it's gonna kill me sooner or later. Cab back after that.

Browsing through the web looking for inking ideas and thinking of what to put on either my arms or back. Can't be rushing into inking issues because it's something that i'll prolly have throughout the whole of my life. True much? Hmmm.. ideas anyone?

I'm tired, i need my rest soon. I'm broke, i think i need a job but i wonder what jobs are available that are applicable for me. Sigh, sometimes i see life so monotonous for me. Smoke,eat,shit,sleep,gamble. What the fuck am i thinking guys? Shall take a step back right now and slowly plan what i should do.. Goodnight world! Love you all!

2010-03-04T23:52:00.000+08:00

Hi guys! Sorry for the slow updates! Above are overdued pictures during cny! Anyway, have been too busy with outingz after exams eh? I bet everyone is enjoying themselvez too!

Friday party with Febian,Joey&Yteck!
Saturday impromptu powerhouse with Jayden,Joey, Yteck&his friend. First time trying flaming lambo eh! Not bad but like a no kick only!
Sunday was over at whitney's house to gamble!
And monday was a killer, we went up gambling shipz. Me,Febian,Joey,Keong&Chant. Lost 200 there and Joey lost like $1000 i think? He fucking unlucky and the worse thing was that when we were back at the ferry terminal, we smoked at the non smoking area and we got caught LOL. GG tio fine. I think we can go FOL. (Fuck our life) Aiyaa, everyone has their first time i suppose?
Tuesday night was with Hippiehideout, and she stayed over!

and just yesterday over to Malaysia with Febian and polymates all to eat seafoodz! Thanks to Febian and Seetho who fetched us all there! Food cheap cheap but still.. rating for it think 3.5 only. ): Then subsequently headed over to Changi Village, OCH, Chua Chu Kang Cemetry, pk racing @ some empty road, l4d plan fail ended up at marina barrage for king's game, again. Left home at around 4 and i went to find Sam!

So i just came back from playing bball over @ pandan garden. My legs are aching and is gonna cramp anytime already.. plus the fact that i've yet to have breakfast lunch and dinner? But mumsy being the best she's cooking for me now! <3 imma go prepareeeee to eat now. Pictures up when i get them okay! See you around people!

2010-02-26T00:20:00.000+08:00

Hi guys! I've been out late this whole week with the gaylordz. Thanks to all the drivers/biker keong. Late night movie, both Percy Jackson and Wolfman on Monday and Tuesday respectively. Swee choon after which fillz the empty stomach. Thumbs up! Wednesday was supppse to study with Febian, but plan fail so last min to marina barrage with Dom,Joey,Chant,Keong and Seetho. King's game fuckin' fun. Suck on it guyz, what is on all 4, look at the moon and howl 3 times? What is take off shirt and boxers and race? What is strip? (*looks at chant) HAHAHAHA! Dog move guys, but if this isnt life, what's more to it?

Final paper tmr, can't wait for it to be over and partyz. And then hols shall go work to earn monneh!Shall go take a rest for now, bye guys!

P.S Please stay happy alright Pixie! :D Good luck for your last paper tmr!

2010-02-21T05:28:00.000+08:00

What is it that i really want in life? I doubt i have any goals that's realistic to me. Why am i studying in Ngee Ann's engineering course when i have zero interest at all? I want to be a estate agent but i have no idea why i'm here studying all the mathematical modules which is cracking my brain up. Well i guess this is one of the major paths of your life that you'll have to take for the sake of it.. maybe..

So now it comes back to life as myself.. I'm already becoming 20 already, what do i really want in life? Yes i want to be to be happy, who doesn't want to be. Depending on what choices you make in life now, it'll prolly deal a huge impact in your future, you might not feel it but perhaps next time you'll feel it till that fateful day comes. I'm not perfect, and neither anyone is. I miss being myself during the secondary times, where i don't have much thing to be bothering about. I miss all those times i only have to bball,friends,bball,friends and the cycle repeats.

As we grow older and mature,we really start to think for our future. What's the first thing that'll come into your mind when we talk about the future? Some will say probably your cert will bring you good positions in your working life, probably some will be thinking no money no talk, we must earn it ourself be it part time job or whatsoever. Needless to say of course future's in our own hands but on the 2nd thought, if you ever know what the future lies then you can be the God up there whose looking over us. I see no future in me right now but hopefully not jobless.

What's NS? What's life after NS? Who will i eventually become? Hi guys, you don't know at all. Who knows the next moment after finish typing this post the com just explodez and i die. Everything's possible, everything is fucking possible. Take a look around your circle of friends, know who your true friends are, know who are those that will stand with you till the end of your breath. I've already pictured mine every single day, and i'm contented. I feel so happy to have each and single one of them. They mean so much so much so much to me ( keong,chant,whitney you are included!) I don't want to miss out any single fun with them because i want my life to be at it's peakest happiness everyday.

I pity myself for being me sometimes. I fucking don't know how to handle situations, and juggle everything all at one go but it's kept all inside me. I don't want people to know how frail i can be. I want to be strong, i want to look strong on the outside but fucken hell, it's that weak inside. All the complicating heart affairs. I fucking hate it but at the same time lovin' it.

Why do thoughts always wander themselves and bringing me to another dimension? Perhaps i think only at the other dimension, we see ourselves immersing in eternity freedom, pure happiness. What's more better than that? Unrealistic, yes it is. It doesn't hurt to dream and to believe in it. Everyone pictures different thing at the back of their head but only to those who believe it in will see the light. So what if you fall? So what if you fail? Pick yourself up and continue walking.. look around yourself and be glad that your friends are there for you. I'm willing to take this fall even though it hurts because i know it's worth that fall. Be sure to know how to be contented with what you have.

Now go and tell to all your friends whom you hang out outside with, to whomever boyfriend/girlfriend sleeping next to you, be it your mum whose washing your dish for you, your granny whose rocking her leg sitting at the couch everyday enjoying life. Pop them a msg and tell them you love them, tell them how much you love them because you'll never have a second chance if they are gone. It's all gonna be too late to say so.

I think i need a stick or two right now.. hmm shi bu cuo de ma? I'm not being emoistic.. i'm just feeling hmmm.. okay wait a little emo like 30%. The rest of the 70% goes to cant wait to meet up with the buddiez again and go wild. Okay cravings really setting in.. imma puff now guys bye!

2010-02-19T18:32:00.000+08:00

The other day over at phuture. Pushing madness with the guys but the weird thing is that we didn't get beaten up despite being so pushy. Had awesome time with all of them! Am gonna prepare to leave for Febian's house before going to seetho's. Okay till then people! :D

2010-02-16T18:25:00.000+08:00

Hi guys! Haven been updating blog due to cny festivez. Anyway, a happy new year to everyone out there! Been hanging out with alll the loveyboyz/girlz alot, and they never fail to bring you laughter. Each one got their specialty one siak.

Like example, Jayden "eh give ah ? give give? "
then Colin being a big Peter Fan would go "EH YU DAN YU DAN ??! HO SAI LEI AH"
then goes Chantelle with her " Hmmm? Shi bu cuo de ma? (back of her head thinks of mahjong)"
Keong "Eh arbo l4d/COD?"
Febian "aiya just another stick anyway also nothing to do?"
Darlie will constantly want to stick with you HAHAHAH, making Febian du lan or something?
Joey would 24/7 keep his image swee swee, mirror must image check abit even if 1 hair kena got sai also must make properly.
Not to forget our free loader whitney HAHAHA! no laaa kidding!
Seetho would always go "Eh so cool? nice? so cool again?"
Xiangwei that stubbornz king is still as stubbornz.
Then Dom goes with his hand action, and Joey imitates again. Fucker you Joey HAHAH! but i like! Yuanxing would join us occasionally, but like rare season then he'll come one, hmmm? And lastly have been missing out on Yteck lately, hope will be seeing him later!

Anyway,hows angbao collecting for everyone? I bet its awesome, but mine isn't. ): But monneh increasing because of gambling lucks! And congratz to Keong and Chantelle who won like 1k yesterday! We're gonna go bai nian at Febian's in an hour's time and gamble again! Shiok! Time to go prepareeeee, Goodluck everyone huat! :D

2010-02-08T03:26:00.000+08:00

Hi world! Just had my lovely mac supperz. Mega mac spicy never fail to make me happy! thumbz up x 100! Anyway, town with Joey&Febian earlier on this afternoon before heading back to Febian's crib to mahjongz. Our driver here damn strong, his direction i think like abit doggeh AHHAA! Hmmm?

I'm feeling so full right now, abit wrong to sleep with bloated stomach. I think i look like a snorlax with long hair.. And i think i look slightly more kiddy with my shorter version of long hair? Sad much but i think abit xi yang yang? My eyez are getting tired already but i can't sleep yet.. I think i go wash dish/wash face/wash handz and i hope that my digestion fast fast please. :/ nights guys!

2010-02-07T04:48:00.000+08:00

Hi guys! It's 4.21 in the morning and i can't sleep, so imma blog it like it's hot! Okay actually weather quite cold now.. Out today with Sam for haircutz, then town to shop, but plan fail. Fucking packed with people giving zero feel to shop. ): Anyway, chillax session with Sam,Joey,Dom & Yuanxing over at Subway. Source of entertainment - poker card. Abit loser but like fun with all those memory games. Hmmm? Then Yuanxing fetched us back home.

I think today i fail.. and purely because i cannot resist the temptation to smoke. And that feeling damn loser. Can't believe that it's that tough to try and cut down and stop. Maybe for some people with strong determination, finds it easy to stop but i guess i'm those catagorized under weaker ones. Yes, some problem with my thinking i suppose ? Oh well, i hate to disappoint and get disappointed and at the end of the day, what do i gain? Guilt? Anger at myself blah blah..

I'm fucking pissed with myself for being such a fail boy.. i feel like punching sand bags to relieve stress. I need someone to talk to right now but i guess everyone's asleeep eh? Hmmm.. i'll go count sheepz now byeeee!

2010-02-04T03:15:00.000+08:00

Hi world again! Just got back home after sending Sam back home. We had dinner @ old time favourite BM together with Colin,Jayden & Yuanxing. Lepak session over there awhile before we headed back home. Anyway, IS module finally's over! 1 module down to worry about, and this friday is the first final year paper followed by 2 others after CNY.

So i was talking about how i got to know Sam eh? Hmm, we became facebook friends and after a week or so, i decided to take the first move and initiate talking to her. As days pass by, we msn-ed and then slowly to texting each other. You can never imagine how random our conversation could go. Hmmm.. affection grew stronger towards her but knowing that it's not possible, didnt dare to place much hopes in it. Tried a couple of times dating her out but fail, but still kept the text going.

But as time fly by, i could almost sense 'texting just for the sake of texting' thingy inside me. Back then i knew i shouldn't push myself any further and stopped initiating text. And guess what, she initiated instead! It's really funny how we humans think and feel sometimes.. When you're around, they don't feel that you're needed, but when you're not around, they could almost feel the loneliness inside their own dark world. I guess the human heart sure loves to play games.

Things started changing for the better, the first official meet up was the start of 2010, which i remembered blogging about it. Subsequently, we started getting along much better than i expected? How her world seem to click with mine seemed so unreal. Well, all i can say is that we got much closer than just normal friends. Hmmm, a lil lose for words now, and suffering from abit of mental block. I think i need sleep right now. Goodnight Sam, Goodnight Everyone! Bye!

2010-02-03T04:24:00.000+08:00

Hi people! Yesterday, i had 4 consecutive dreams. Could vividly remember what happen in the dream, 3 of which was normal and 1 of which was nightmare. Woke up having thumps and thumps of fast heartbeatz and i could hardly catch my breath.. It always occurs to me that when i'm too tired, i'll tend to have lots of weird dreams and all. Maybe it's just me. Hmmm?

Lately have been thinking about what's up for the future? Came across lots of question from people around like..

"Eh Darren, what do you intend to do in the future?"
says friend1.
"Bro so what you want to do when you grow up?"
says friend2.
"Eh next time grow up want to do what sio? Need to start planning now leh Darren!"
says friend3.

Seriously, I don't know what i'll be in the future. Yes, ambitiously aiming to be a property agent. Too much factor to be considering about and the cons i suppose weigh much over than the advantages. It's good money, but definitely not a passive income, true? Guess i'll have to start planning soon? Hmmm..

On the other hand,it's the scary/fearful/hateful love that's on my mind. So how many of you people out there love and get loved back? Definitely a 99% of you but that 1% falls under those who are fear to love, the unwillingness to open up and start building walls around their own hearts, fearing that they will get hurt and all.. I guess its just a matter of whether you are willing to risk your life to love. Even if it hurts in love, at least you know that its worth to hurt for someone you loved. Anyway, glad to say that i'm that fortunate/blessed/honoured to be able to meet this 1% (Yes Sam, it's you).

Think back the first time i met her was at the bus stop filled with all the rowdy poly mates after school. I could hardly grab a glance of her face. Back then i was with one buddy of mine(Yongteck) and we were saying like "Eh this girl like a ang moh sia, pretty eh!" Though we hopped onto the same bus, she's been looking out of the glass almost the whole time. Not having hopes that i'll meet her again,i saw her at a place which i never thought i would ever see her at - Zouk. Maybe that is why people say, when you don't expect something to happen, it just happened unexpectedly. True? Anyway,at the other point of time i was already semi-high.. so all i could remember was that i saw her..?

Hmmm, i think i'll stop here and continue tmr ? Because it's already 4.17 in the morning and i've to wake up at 8. Hohoho ZBSL guys, but no i'm not gonna be late for school! i think i'll continue tmr..till then people, Goodnight!

Hi beach girl,sweetdreams!*

2010-02-02T02:21:00.000+08:00

Long day in school today! Shall not elaborate much though. Anyway, my eyes are feeling very heavier right now but at the same time, my stomach is growlingz out loud. So how can i possibly sleep with an empty stomach! Hmmm.. Anyway, cam whore a lil with Sam after school @ mk place. Jinhong,Jannassa,Zikun and Xueying left early! After which, sent Sam back home!

Anyway, pictures are up for Ron's birthday! Enjoy!

2010-02-01T01:21:00.000+08:00

Hi guys, weekend just fly by so fast. Not even enough time to catch a proper sleep! Celebrated Ron's 21st birthday over at Sam's place yesterday! Couldn't bring out the best surprise for him but hoped he enjoyed the partttey! Sure is fun having to catch up with all the big boys. Shall post pictures up when i get them!

On a lighter note, i'm thinking of trimming my hair but how much? Suggestionz anyone?

2010-01-29T16:24:00.000+08:00

Things you do when you get too bored in class, especially boring lectures. ):

2010-01-28T03:02:00.000+08:00

Okay its 2.54 am and i'm still awake! Shall sleep when clock strikez 3! Was chatting with Jayden & Sam . Both of them sure make my day/night! and Hi i miss you!

2010-01-27T01:12:00.000+08:00

She never fails to keep me smiling! Goodnight world!

2010-01-25T21:17:00.000+08:00

I am so bored. For the one thousand and one time, school suck so bad! Bye!

2010-01-25T00:49:00.000+08:00

Recent food craving satisfied with Sam! :D She's the best!

2010-01-20T02:48:00.000+08:00

Hi world! My mind is filled with lots of thoughts recently but thankfully it isn't about anything negative. Life's really like a fucking big cycle,agree? When everything you build up, eventually break and fall, whose there to pick you up? Yes, there are friends there for you but at the very end of your mind you clearly know that it's yourself who should clear all the mess and stand up on your own. When time passes by, everything starts falling back into place, little by little, bit by bit.. and at one point of time you'll know that you're finally back on your own feet.

And yes hi guys, i've managed to bounce back and regain confidence in myself. Despite all that the things that have happened, it had already happened. What's the point pondering on things that are not worthy of? Comments are inevitable and definitely hurtful but there's nothing we can do to make them stop. Well then, i think Time's the best healing partner who'll never fail you.

I'm not trying to be emo here but i start seeing life in yet another perspective. That's why they say people change/grow over time. Anyway, i'm really looking forward what's coming up for me in the near future, right Sam? Time to sleep now, school's in 5 hours time. Bye!

2010-01-18T03:30:00.000+08:00

Hi guys! Impromptu quick bowl with the 4 of them. Febian drove us out! Short & fun time with them. Lovable duckies, goodnight!

*and you get well soon!

2010-01-17T14:56:00.000+08:00

Hi world! How's the week for everyone else? Hope it went well because mine sure did! School wasn't as appealing as usual and it just ain't going anywhere better. But exams are fucking drawing close already,so its time to get serious? Look forward to march holidays because we planned to go genting! Oh yes, a short getaway! It's been awhile since i last travelled out of this small island.

Was just thinking through life matters, and it just can't stop getting better. Whatever happens in life, be it emotional breakdown, be it money issues, be it conflicts, every little possible things you can possibly think of. And yes no running from it, we'll still have to live with it. One will never stop changing, it's either getting better or getting worse. For me, its naturally neutral but more to the better side i suppose. Happiness index's at it's peak now, no doubt at all. Emotional mixture comes around and goes around. Cigg intake starting to decrease and will continue to and eventually stop. Determination and perserverance comes hand in hand to make it happen. So i'll have to be strong and resist temptations now!

Am 100% truly happy with my life right now, and i hope it'll be kept this way. But no, that won't happen because there's bound to be fluctuations in between the scales. In one way or another, it definitely bring yet another greater stage of happiness. Yes, i'm sure of that. Anyway, time to go find food! Bye! Big love for everyone!

They are all the reasons keeping me alive.

2010-01-14T20:16:00.000+08:00

Hi guys, this is Sam/Pix. You'll love to be her friend because she has so many small actions that'll simply make you laugh @ her. Okay random post. Shall go watch tv now, bye!

2010-01-13T01:46:00.000+08:00

Time Check:1.45am Venue:Home!

Hi guys, school sucks! ): but school's fun without lesson? Anyway, 4 big wishes to the 4 birthday babies, Darlie, Seb, Juitwen & Jason siow. Then impromptu day out with Pix. Conversation content too much shit thanks to me i suppose? and we ended up rolling at MRT station. Yes we really did roll on the floor. I swear the whole scene fucking joke! Shall post the video up someday ahhaha! Sent Pix back afterwhich then homeeee. Time to sleep now, bye guys!

okay lame chop bye!

2010-01-10T16:48:00.000+08:00

Time Check:2.24pm Venue:Home
Hi guys! Wonderful weekend with wonderful people. Basketball friendly match on friday tgt with the guys, followed up by meeting Pix in town. Slacked the whole night over @ GloriaJeans.

following day, we went marinabarrage! My first time there though. Awed by the awesome view & cooling breeze. and too add on it was freezing at some point of the time. Was quite pack during the night,but much lesser during midnight. Carl's Junior fries, Jagabees & Smirnoff kept us filled throughout! Left early early in the morning, no cab in sight but we managed to hitch a ride!

Sent Pix back and then we lepak at her housey mousey(?) hahahahah! Anyway, her brother thought i was a girl. ZBSL? Maybe its a sign to cut my hair? NOT. Okay wait, maybe a lil shorter on the fringe side. Homeee in the earliest morning 6ocrock! time to run, byeeeeeeeee!

2010-01-07T21:53:00.001+08:00

2010-01-07T21:07:00.000+08:00

Time Check:9.01pm Venue:Home
Alohaa! Boring day in school today! I've learnt nothing, zero learning feel. Today fail day sia really. ):Anyway, stayed at atrium after school to watch Seetho's wu shu performance. Then back home to fetch lovely kids. Bye guys!

and give me a moment while i update Seetho's wushu video & Dornes's dancing video!

2010-01-06T00:27:00.000+08:00

Time Check:11.37pm Venue:Home
Hi guys! Me had awesome day, and me had wonderful day. Got back my 2nd paper and yes a pass again! After school, impromptu meet up with Pix to ikea. dinner was much filling,shiok(Y)! Then over to queensway and thank God, Red vans was available! Getting late already, so we went home!

Tomorrow's lesson @ 8, Im gonna get so screwed by IS. ):

Hi lets meet Aidan soon! hahaha!

2010-01-04T22:29:00.000+08:00

Time Check:10.20pm Venue:Home
Hi Guys! First day of school was semi awesome! Woke up so energetically and headed to school feeling so brand new! Got back one paper, and i managed to pass it! Fucking satisfied because i studied so hard for it! Even though it was just a border line passing grade, im contented! Proud much for myself!

Anyway, after school headed to Sim Lim with Seb,Colin,Jaydy&Seetho. Colin bought his things and then we headed to Somerset 313. Tried looking for Red Vans but fail. ): Oh well nothing much to do, and then we headed back home. Im feeling very tired right now, i think i need to rest! But oh well, cant neglect the temptations to game! Okay time to go guys, bye! :D

and yes, congrats Febian on passing your TP! Drive us out soon please!

2010-01-03T22:36:00.000+08:00

Time Check:10.34pm Venue:Home
Just got back home from HollandV! Its mum's birthday today! Had mini celebration over @ swensen's. Yesterday, prawned with buddiez at Bishan. Then mahjong at Chant's house, again. Oh boy, is this how we gonna almost spend every free time of our life gambling away. ): Anyway, cough's getting better and so is my body clock. Im starting to get tired right now but still, gonna idle around before i turn in.

Once again, happy birthday Mum! Love you!

2010-01-02T16:39:00.000+08:00

A random and requested post! HAH!

recent crazy mahjong sessions with Keong,Chant,Febian,Darlie,Whitney.

and candid shot, prata girl here. Bye! HAH!

2010-01-02T09:25:00.000+08:00

Time Check:9.02am Venue:Home
Hi 2010 and Goodbye 2009! How time fliesz and its a new year already! Am having such a bad cough that i constantly have to vomit out food that i consumed. Anyway, was over at Xiangwei's crib for the countdown! We didn't drink but gambled instead. Then left to meet Pix! Relag chat session till morning then we had breakfast before leaving for home!

School's on Monday which isn't good at all and everyone dreads going to school i suppose? But cant deny the fact that the only time that friends get to see friends and all! Anyway, regarding my new year resolution, i think the main thing that i want is everyone around me be happy, happier & happiest! Right eh Pix! :D Time to go grab breakfast and then have my medicationz. Bye!

2009-12-31T15:08:00.000+08:00

Time Check:3.02pm Venue:Home
Hello Earth! This will be the last post before 2010! Hope everyone will have a wonderful and fun night! Let's just leave all the unhappiness behind and look forward to what's coming for you this new year! Love for everyone! Bye! :D

2009-12-28T04:49:00.000+08:00

Time Check:4.50am Venue:Home
Hello guyz! Few more days to 2010, so whatz plan for countdown? Lets just hope it'll be a memorable one before we end 2009. Anyway, cant wait for 2010 to come. So many new things awaiting for me to do & accomplish. Time to sleep nowww, bye earthlingz! :D

2009-12-27T05:21:00.000+08:00

Time check:4.47am Venue:Home
Just got back from PH and it was not awesome at all! Alcohol wasnt enough for the 6 of us but oh well.. Music averagez, crowd masssive. Headed back early with all buddiez and now back home eating supper made by bro & his gf. thanks you two! love you! :D Okay im going to game now. Bye!

2009-12-26T15:54:00.000+08:00

Time Check:3.47pm Venue:Home

Hi earthlingz! Just woke up from an awesome sleep because the rain added comfort to it! Last night was damn booozooo stupid. Darlie,Xiangwei&I zouked and it wasnt really good. I fucking lost my cigg pack? FML,period.

So today's a saturday,and its been awhile since we last step into PH? I suppose its PH day today! Enjoy your dayz before 2010 people. Bye!

2009-12-25T20:02:00.000+08:00

Time Check:7.29pm Venue:Home
First of all, Merry Christmas everyone! I spent my christmas eve in town with Darlie,YongKeong,Chant&Whitney. The usual unplanned christmas eve, and then impromptu fail ideas, then we landed up staying in town spraying foam at everyone else. Eventually headed back to safe house(Chant's House). Before that we had supper at somewhere near chant's place, and fucking hell we ran even before we paid for the food. That Indian man chased us all the way until the mrt station sia, fucking made us run like mad too..

So in the end started mahjonging again. Oh fuck, what a good kick start for christmas this year. And now im so lazy to continue to brog already. I'm so hungry now, and i need food. Wheres the turkey, wheres the present and all? Fuck my Christmas. Enjoy your night people, bye!

2009-12-24T15:08:00.000+08:00

Time Check: 3.04 pm Venue:Home
Hi earthlings! So whatz your plan for xmas's eve? Till now, im still planless and dont know where i'll be heading to. Prolly meeting up with the buddiez man and then do nothing. Anyway, yesterday night crubz was awesome. Not to deny the fact that it was fucking pack like dog, we the lucky last few manage to get citibankz entry if not would have to fucking pay again. I'm sorry for darlie as he couldnt get in because full already. Oh well.. overall, enjoyable night i suppose?

anyway, just got my ink done yst night! awesome x3 but mumsy woke me up today rising my hand when i was totally in blur vision/mind to even understand what she was doing. I think she said something like " you really siao ah?" Lets just hope my dad wont start cry father cry mother @ me! ):

Lastly, enjoy your Christmas everyoneeeeeeeeeee! Cheers! :D

2009-12-22T05:58:00.000+08:00

Live & Love.

Its 5.49am and im skyping with Febian&Yuanxing right this moment. I think i'll be sleeping real soon as my eyez cant take it before the clock hits 6. Was at town with Febian for his haircut. Dont emo bro, you're still as handsome okay! Meet up the rest of the buddiez and caught 'Avatar'. Fucking awesome show really. For those who haven watch, go and watch it prease. Worth the 8 dollars but we should have caught it 3D though. ):

Christmas's coming and yet i'm not even anticipating for any huge/major/surprising plan thats gonna come up. Oh well, life still goes on afterall.

on a lighter note, huge craving to ink on wed. Gdnuck to me! bye!

2009-12-20T05:04:00.000+08:00

Time Check:5.01am Venue:Home
Just got home from Aunt's place. Before that was at Febian's crib mahjonging with Darlie,Xiangwei&Febian. Not much of a happy planz on a saturday. I feel so lost right this moment, just feel like sailing away from this small island. Time to wash up now. Goodnight earthlings!

2009-12-17T23:59:00.000+08:00

Time check:11.47pm Venue:Home
Right this moment, i'm having a million thoughts in my mind but its slowly fading away now. And now i'm feeling much better than just 10 mins ago. Paper was rather easy but MCQ abit ticum game. Dinner @ queenstown with Seetho,Colin,Jaydy and Yuanxing. Last minute plan to town. Did nothing much just chilling over at spinz. Then finally home sweet home. I fucking overslept and miss my stop. Oh my, is this a sign that i should sleep early?

on a random note, last paper tmr & we shall partyyyyyy!

2009-12-17T02:03:00.000+08:00

Time Check:2.00am Venue:Home
First paper @ 11 was totally awesome,not. I think flunk like one dog. But the other paper @ 4 should be able to pass. Had dinner at queensway with Yuanxing and the usual hot favourite macspicy. Not intending to study tonight, instead tomorrow morning in school. Time to sleep, Bye!

2009-12-16T01:44:00.000+08:00

Time Check:1.31am Venue:Home
Please grant me the ability to sleep early please. ): Tmr's paper @ 11 and then another 1 at 4, and here i am still online. Schoool with Jaydy boy & Colin. Productive much, so i think tmr's paper should get a passing grade or something around there. Still, i shall revise a lil before i sleeep, byeeeeeeee! :D

2009-12-14T23:15:00.000+08:00

Hheheheheh tattooooooooo! (Y)

2009-12-14T21:54:00.000+08:00

Time Check:9.42pm Venue:Home
Just got back home from dinner @ Bukit Timah with the gay lords. Studied the whole afternooon, managed to almost covered everything but still have a few more doubts on the question though. Tmr's gonna be yet another mug day i suppose! I feel like sleeping now but i cant because it'll affect my sleeping crock. ): Oh well.. time to stone, BYE!

a few more pictures on Georgy's camera!

2009-12-14T04:02:00.000+08:00

TimeCheck:3.40am Venue:Home
Hi Earthz! Just got back home from Gabriel's house. Met up with Ron,Jin Jian and Jin Hong and we had dinner @ JP. The 2 Kelvinz then joined us and we headed over to Gabriel's house. He actually adopted this fucking awesomeee huge doggg from spca. I couldnt remember what breed he said it was, Siberian Husky or another one, i forgot already. Enlighten me please someone!

Anyway, catch up session just sitting outside his house with everyone else. Went off around 2+ sharpz. Jin Jian fetch us back to his house, then Ron fetched me back home. Thanks big man!

Well, its time to get serious since its the last 2 days to study before first paper! Gonna study with Jayden&co in school tmr @ 10! Hopefully its gonna be damn productiveee. Byeeeeeeeee!

and Pix, good luck for your last paper in a few hours time! :D

2009-12-13T18:41:00.000+08:00

Time Check:6.11pm Venue:Home

Helloooooo Earthlings! I just woke up from my 5 hours of sleeepz and now im not even tired at all. ): There is major problemz happening inside my body right now i suppose? The amount of sleep i get is always not possible to imagine. Anyway, back to broggingz!

Pictures more at FB on Peixian's birthday! Stay really pretty and goodluck in the road becoming Jade Seah okay! Anyway, it was also Jaydy boy's virgin crub day, i hope you enjoyed yourself okay bro! love you! :D

And oh! After weeeks of pestering my dad, he finally changed phone for me! :D Thank you really papa, i know even though you wouldnt be reading this but still i loveeeee you! Time to dinner noww, byeeeee world!

2009-12-12T05:17:00.000+08:00

Time check: 5.14am Venue:Home
Just got back from partyingz @ phuture with everyone else. It was Peixian Pie's birthday! Finally got to meet up with everyone else. In the evening,towned to support Sharon's flea market. Big business eh Sharon!! Anyway, i've yet to catch my sleep yet and i dont think i can sleep. I dont know why either.. guess i'll just let myself continue the unsleepable cycle. Goodnight people!

2009-12-11T10:31:00.000+08:00

Time Check:10.26am Venue:Library
I am rotting alone right this moment, and im dying due to insufficent sleep. I figure out that i couldnt get to sleep at all and i think it was prolly thanks to constant mosquito bites or whatever it is. Struggling to open my eyes wide enough to remain unzombified. I need food badly right now, but i'll have to wait till Seetho comes down. ): Oh boy, someone fadex me food now prease! Okay bye!